bad day?

i have two other blogs. the other one is just a normal blog i let my schoolmates follow. while the other, is really personal. there, i post stuff that i don't really want others to know. it's password protected, so yeah. before you ask me shit, why won't you read this first.
i made this blog because i want to help other cutters too. no, i won't force you guys to quit.. i'm not telling you guys to continue neither. i just want you to know that i'm here and i do understand what you're going through. ** might be triggering

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tired

honestly, i have been doing nothing but stop myself from grabbing my blade from the trashcan and just.. ngh i don’t know anymore. writing this sucks but this blog is the only thing i can come to right now. my bestfriend, who i have been getting my strength from, just gave up on me. i know we’re still bestfriends but.. it’s different now. things change and i regret a lot of things. i don’t usually say that, but really, i do. i shouldn’t have take advantage of his kindness towards me.. i don’t know anymore. i’m starting to give up on myself too. god, being an officer everyone counts on can be really tiring but being alone through everything? now that’s depressing. 

i have never felt so alone in my entire life and this time, it’s 100% my fault. if i could just bring the old friendship back, i would. i definitely would. 

sinninqly:

paralysing-sadness:

g-ccii:

crumbiest:

blaueseele:

she-is-a-nothing:

crawled-up-from-hell:

worthless—and—broken:

you-said-this-is-suicide:

losingthe-war:

i love this so much

…

This actually made me cry…


It hurts

wow

this always makes me cry

Crying

crying

wow:/

sinninqly:

paralysing-sadness:

g-ccii:

crumbiest:

blaueseele:

she-is-a-nothing:

crawled-up-from-hell:

worthless—and—broken:

you-said-this-is-suicide:

losingthe-war:

i love this so much

This actually made me cry…

It hurts

wow

this always makes me cry

Crying

crying

wow:/

(Source: aggravations, via khissalouise)

i promise to try. is that good enough?

i promise to try. is that good enough?

thedemianonymous-deactivated201 asked: don't let what anybody tells you get to your head. You have every right to be who you are, which is beautiful. You're so beyond amazing, I hope you could only see. Thank you for being here on this earth, and don't ever leave it. xoxo ~Demi

thank you so much. demi lovato would be so proud of you. thank you for this. 

Anonymous asked: you're beautiful

thank you, anon. i wish you weren’t an anon. i bet you’re beautiful.

justsimplysammie-deactivated201 asked: Don't listen to her, please. You're worthy of life.

thank you. thank you so much. this simple messages like this already means a lot to me. so thank you.

Anonymous asked: You are not a failure, I have so much faith in you, and the bright side is coming! xx

i wish you didn’t go as an anonymous. but thank you for this. means a lot.

i really am

i really am